#TBT for #TruthBombThursday The main test I’ve noticed coming up for me within the past week is vulnerability. Want an example? Whewwwww.....ok😬 I won’t be entirely specific on the situation but you’ll still get the point of the story w/o those specifics. I was invited to go somewhere by a gentleman to which as soon as he asked me I noticed my chest tightening up and anxiety completely took over me. I immediately knew why. Why you ask? Because a real life, legit fear of mine since this whole gut thing, has been to be in a bathing suit but here’s the other REAL truth bomb 💣 I freak tf out thinking I’m not good enough. Not good enough in the sense of my bathing suit and this goes for clothes too. I will immediately turn down an invite if it means I have to be in a bathing suit that will not be flattering on me or that doesn’t seem as nice as the others. Same going to restaurants or wherever I feel like I will be intimidated by what others are wearing. In this moment, I had the choice to either give my lame excuses and decline the invites or to be 100% real and vulnerable with him, about my fear. . I chose to speak up on what I was feeling in that moment and why. I did not know about this insecurity of mine until I came to Miami. I’m sure we all know why and many go broke trying to live up to this lifestyle here. This is not a past fear of mine, it is still a current one but trust me when I say that I will be changing this to “I AM GOOD ENOUGH NO MATTER WHAT”. . Does anyone else relate to this and wants to speak up to free themselves? Or to speak on any other fear they have and no one knows. Because I can assure you, no one would ever pick up on this, about me.