I took this pic this morning, it's the complete opposite to how I'm feeling. Sometimes people smile to cover up pain, heartache , depression , and anxiety and most people are none the wiser. I am currently experiencing all of the above , this is not a pity post, but a real one 👈 Some will fake it till they make it, I am not that person, I wear my heart on my sleeve , but because my exterior shows a strong, independent, no nonsense , take no shit woman, alot of people dont see it . The last 24 hours especially, has been hard for me. when you are helpless to help a loved one , it's the worst feeling in the world let me tell you 💞 You're damned if you do and you're damned if you dont No sleep for 2 days starts to take its toll on you, it's easy for people to voice their opinion, but until you go through it , you wouldn't begin to understand how I feel . "I will never give up on you I know you must walk your own path in your own time to seek recovery, so for now , I will do the only thing I can.....and that is love you" - mum .