I always work my hardest to make everybody else happy in a way that I don't do it for myself. I know what being miserable feels like and I do whatever I can to make sure no one around me feels that way. I do things for people all the time because sometimes I feel like if I'm not needed, I'm not wanted. I once read "You need to stop setting yourself on fire to keep others warm" and I simply can't. I want everybody to feel good, because if I can give them what I can't give myself, then that means something..........right?