Currently my lock screen wallpaper. Can I be honest with you all? As a coach it feels hard to be vulnerable - there’s this sense of needing to present perfection and the facade of having it all together...when the truth is that yesterday I had a power phone call with my ex of six years and it totally broke me down. Not because we spoke about our ending, but because the phone call in itself was an ending....as well as a beginning. ⠀ The call allowed me to finally speak up and tell him what I felt when he left - how it hurt and left me feeling isolated and so deeply confused. ⠀ He apologized for his younger self (and I owned my part) and while I’ve come to a place where an apology was no longer necessary for my mental health and well-being it was certainly welcomed. ⠀ It was the end because I’ve chosen not to continue in friendship as I prepare my heart and mind for a life long marriage. ⠀ And it was a beginning too. ⠀ I made this my screensaver to remind me when I forget, that was it ahead of me will certainly be greater than what is behind. What is behind has served me, has taught me, has stretched me into the woman I am today and I’m so grateful for that... but it’s finally time to move forward...to let go fully and step into the next chapter of me. ⠀ Ladies, if you’re ready to let go and move on, if you’re ready to step into the next chapter of you, if you’re in need of some encouragement and direction along the way please email me at ✨hello@NandiCamille.com✨to set up a free discovery call and be sure to request to join the Facebook group - link in the bio!