Been thinking a lot about life in general. No one can stop me from worrying about my parents and this whole God thing happening...but also the small crap things like Connor. I’m feeling a lot better then I have in the past couple weeks. I’m good without him. Me and Erin will be fine. And I think I found someone who really gets me. He brings out the rugged country side out of me and I’m enjoying it. It’s exhilarating.