I once had a close friend telling me, "the higher you climb, the colder it gets.”The road to success is extremely lonely. Embracing the loneliness is what we’ve been learning. I have to be honest that i’ve been working my whole life. It’s either writing songs, meetings, work outs or dance studios that takes up most of my time. No one really understands how it’s like to start a career when you’re at a age schooling. Moving to one country to another all by yourself without any support for the past 11 years. I can’t help but reflect and reminisce on the times that once were. All these years, I tend to focus on the thrill of the chase but seldom stopped to check whether happiness was keeping up. Traumas, heartbreaks, devastations, betrayals are phases of life we need to face. Having people that you trusted ended up fucking you over and ex partner that you once loved trying to put you down to feel better. You even have noises of people saying “why try so hard”. I tried to give up, but something held me back from it, which is my promise to my late Dad and also, our loyal fans. I think life is about risking everything for a dream no one can see but you. Every night i wonder what i should be doing more to the things I’m dedicated and passionate for. I believe everything you lost in 2018 is to set you up for what God was preparing for you in 2019. So i’m extremely grateful that some things didn’t work out the way I once wanted them to. To all of the people who put their faith in me and believes in me, know that I do not take you for granted and I appreciate your heaps. Love hardest the ones who brings you the most joy and makes you feel most alive. Surround yourself with only those who make you rise to another level. You have to go through hell to find heaven. The same way, you must break in order to find yourself whole again. Never again I’ll justify the scars just because I loved the person holding the knife. Big thanks for the ones who is willing to go to war with me. Eventually you’ll end up learning how to separate yourself from people who aren’t on the same page as you. Spiritually, mentally, emotionally. Farewell to the past, as for 2019, we are ready!